Sunday, January 30, 2005
hmm...finally revised abit today..cant say alot..but at least i read thru it...regardless its wif full concentration anot...hehe...not too satisfied but ok...hopefully can make it for CT...duno y tis time everyone's lyk treatin tis CT v serious lyk tt...everyone's bia-ing..den i m laxing..haha..but hopefully wif some luck n revising i can still be up to mark...=)
Went to practise guitar as usual again..but not Virtuoso pieces..haha..but jus leisure ones..den v long nv play "cant help fallin in luv wif u"...but i realized i can play e whole piece quite smoothly today...=). Den tried a few other songs..lyk "a whole new world"..."25min"...fixing a broken heart" n a few more..haha..gimme a while more..can complete le..haha...=))
Hmmz...today my mum jus came back to Sg frm some kampung place in Indo cos she went to attend a weddin dinner...haha.miss her lots! When she's away, my dad nags alot.haha...so yeah...haha..Den she bought lotsa snackz...eek....i m trying to resists temptation U noe? geez...i tink i'll succumb to it..haha...but i'll b more active i suppose..after e CT...hekz..
Tml's physio paper...Tue's cell bio...and last paper's on Fri..Organic Biochem..JIa you Jia you Jia you! Wish all taking the CT good luck...! haha...Wish me luck too sia..hahah...after tt we can all go out feng kuang le! Haha...
*Thx doiz! received ur sms 2day le! Was slackin when u smsed den aft i try to go read thru le! =pPp...cont' to support me sia..haha...* -beloved NaNa cushy (,") [haha...kt dun puke]
11:06 PM
Saturday, January 29, 2005
eeek....i m thoroughly disappointed wif myself 2day. left i day le...Cant concentrate e whole day...S**T...tot i promise myself i'd study today...but i din...as in realli study...haiz...
den stupid JJ gotta go help mum make pineapple tarts..ok la..cant blame him...shld spend more time wif his mum de...back to me...#!%$^&...hate myself 2day...
Gonna make sure i fix my butt on my chair, study w/o staring at e notes tml..at least read thru physio 2x be4 i zzz tml....idiotic...its not as if i really studied alr lor...if i did at least u wun be irritated by myself...haiz...wad's happening....?
Oh did i say hi jus now? No...nvm...hiya everyone...ok..i m done for today...cya......
10:54 PM
haha..tot i wouldn't blog today rite? Cos so late le...haha...i did..hehe...cos i m bored! As usual...=S Ok..had a fun day today...cos i din study. Oppz...shld i b happy abt it? I duno man..haha...but at least i enjoyed abit la..relax mahz..haha...
woke up late again..den jer-monkey came over..tried studyin abit..but end up jus flippin thru..den dun feel lyk studyin le...maybe cos i v sianz so no study mood...argh..nvm...tis cannot do..i WILL study tml..haha...(hopefully) Den jer-monkey tis time lyk quite hardworkin..fa fen tu qiang..good for him la...haha..if he can score well tis time must treat me eat liao..teach him so many tinks...(duno if its rite/wrong) but yeah..still got some sweat rite..haha... Den he ard 4+ zao alr..den i went to slack..played guitar...aiyo den who noes until 9+ le..=S Den went to eat dinner...den come online chat..slack even more till now...geez..haha...really relax sia today..hek hek...
But promise la..tml will sure do more work than today..keke...will try to read thru' physio n cell bio...if can la..cannot den bo bian..but will try..hek hek...tml goin out to study wif JJ baz..den hope can push me study more...hahaha...
Note: 1M02 class outing to Zoo okok? Very long nv go Zoo le...hek hek..Me,KC,Jer,Tiff n ShiYa shld b alrite..Must spread e news sia...later wait too long no mood le..lolx...
**Hmmz...next sat we most prob meetin up...xi wang e feelin's still dere...**
P.S : JeAnNie, KT's back le...ask to meet up! Den maybe fri aft my sch wanna meet up for dinner! Calling all who noes her...haha...she's flying back to Aust on 17/2...dun delay kkz? Reply me ASAP n spread e news too...muackz!
2:09 AM
Thursday, January 27, 2005
ok....duno wassup wif my font again...grr...dun care la...jus blog cos i sianz...did wad today? Woke up real late again..duno why...cant seem to wake up when my alarm clock rings recently. Made my alarm at 9am...woke up onli at 11am...slpt v early yest nite summore..ard 11+pm.. wadeva..
went to look thru CB last 2 chap..den jer-monkey said cant study..so came over my hse study physio..came ard 1+...den he bought the chicken rice from my hse here wan..say he v shock its so nice..haha...told him its famous le...dun believe..those nv try must try..(wad e heck m i doin? advertising for dem...hahaha) den i read thru physio too...quite ok la...finish reading thru by 6+...NOT MEMORISE..but jus read thru...haha...maybe if can, later go read abit of chem den go slack abit..dun feel lyk pushing myself too hard today..haha..no study mood today...hahah
Anyway, tink jer-monkey tml coming again...come to eat the chicken rice -_-lll Den shun bian study abit...aiyo...dun care abt him...he wan he come lor...lolx..yeah...sat goin out to study...haha..outta my hse...but hopefully its will b a fruitful wan...if not wasted...haha.. Ok...gonna go bathe le...mood not so sianz le..aft crapping abit...haha...
**dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui is our song since a few yrs back...duno is it still now...i noe its still ours in both of our heart..but we r still missin u...**
8:26 PM
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
ok...finally got my usual font back..!#%@^...joking..haha...i m in an "ok" mood today.
woke up real early today...5.30am...slpt at ard 2am yest...not studying..but cant slp...den rite, i hav dreams for so many nites...yuckz...dun wan! Make me more tired the next day..haha.. i went to sch for Cell Bio pract..den it was boring..did Mitosis n Meiosis..its fun, but its so early in the morn den no mood for it..jus tt becos i had not enuff slp the day be4...i was real "high" haha..was giggling all the way thru' pract...dotz...den aft went for CB lect..got back CB test papers...did ok..but was still disappointed...so many careless mistakes...den so spelling errors!! My gosh...
went to lib to return books...den wanted to learn Flash MX for the sake of my CB creative presentation. Den was so enthu to borrow a few books back..den aft staying in lib for ages..i took 3 books..happily walked to counter...den realized i din bring my card...s**t...diaoz...went to put the books back aft...blur arh! so malu!
aft tt went home obediently to rest n study..den onli start not long JJ called ask if can come over my hse do his report, cos his com spoil..diaoz..so ok lor...den he came, i studied abit, den ard 10pm he left.. Sianz...
Now my remaining target of the day is to complete reading up CB...reading onli...okok...browsing..haha..den lyk 2 chapz of chem..den rest..cos today v tired..haha..
Still abit kan jiong for CT..cant wait for CT to end..haha...den really can haf CNY mood...haha =)
haha...realize i m "Popular" on festive season too!!! haha...Why? cos 4 grps of fren approach me for programs near CNY period...hahaha...one ask to stay over at my hm play mahjong, another say meet up drink coffee, another wanna meet to go out, den another jus wanna me go slack wif dem den duno do wad...wahaha......
*Duno if i m really glad or not tt u have re-entered my life once more...Not sure issit becos i m ur back support everytime u r alone..or u sincerely wanna us to be as close as be4 again...Its our choice to meet, my choice to be ur closest pal, but ur always ur choice to maintain it tis way. It takes two hands to clap...I m not being magnanimous or anythin..i jus appreciate u...hope u feel the same too...dun walk away once more abruptly again...altho i'll mentally b prepared for it. I will try to believe u once more...*
10:57 PM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
hEY aiyo...duno wad happen to my browser jus now..jus cant get the font i wan...even tis wan also duno correct anot..haha..nvm la...can type can alr la. Its been another boring day for me. Stayed at hm the WHOLE day..wow..i noe...its jus not me...but cant help it..even if i m not studying or anything..i feel less guilty when i m at hm for tis week..lolx
Guess wad i did today? Not exciting at all. Woke up real late..11? Duno y...den slack..at lunch...ard 2+ den decided to start OBC..but was so distracted...*bish Until now...can tell ya tt i haven reach chap 5 of OBC...aft a whole day...wad the...nvm...breathe in...breathe out...rem to always breathe when i m still pissed..if not i shall die lyk the blonde gal..hahahaha..rite tiff? *grinz*
I m glad tt i can see my class tml...but i m equally sad tt i hafta go to sch for nothing...totally redundant case of sch dun u tink? Its study week u noe...n i m not even tested on the pract tt i will b doin tml n i hafta go back to sch...as if 2hrs journey is not bad enuff, the pract starts at 8am, which means i hafta wake up at 5.30am....geez...
Dun u guys worry, i m NOT stressed out...jus irritated...haha...wad's there to compare wif TJ rite? *I noe U TJ pple dun wanna b reminded of e studying style* hahaha
Short targets to meet by tonite (its 10.03pm alr):
- Bathe...hek hek
- Read thru' rest of chem chapz...(xia ding jue xin, bu pa xi sheng, pai chu wan nan, xue hao hua xue!)--> only SAG pple will noe tis joke..haha
- Fiddle wif my guitar!!!! Damn i miss it!
- Slp by 1.30am.
KKz...ciaoz...
9:38 PM
Monday, January 24, 2005
hello...
been tryin to read thru' physio today. can say i understand...but remembering e facts? Nah...Jer-monkey called n said he wanna come over to my hse n study, so anytink lor. He came in e aftnn..asked me some qns, den i tried my best to ans him le..buden it wan then den i realized i m confused abt quite alot of stuff myself...those rxns...those synthesis...yucks...all mixed up..He left ard 7+...Den i went to eat dinner wif my parents till 9+...haiz so late..still tot can rest awhile..
been talking to my fren yest, suddenly call me...=) haha...den we chit chat awhile, den asked whether or not i wanna go get take driving theory test...haiz, pple here so busy le dere ask pple take another test..kaoz..haha...jk la...but haiz see 1st la...no time for all these...=(
6more days to death's door....i promise to fa fen tu qiang if i can score for tiz CT man....haha...gonna study CB soon le...hopefully can conc...
oH ya..be4 i forget, paiseh to pple whom i've promised to go shopping or chill out wif but have yet done it...haha...will definitely catch up wif u aft my CT n stuff kkz? Wait for me...hahah..
*i v sianz alr...i tink i cant hold on 4 long le...if things r not gonna fall into place..let's really 4get once n for all ok? Pls. dun test my patience alr...U hav been doin it for yrs...i m REALLY losing it...trust wad i say...*
9:32 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
eek...i m truly freaky out a lil' now. It seems that most of my frenz haf started their revision for the coming common test n i m still here slacking away. For ur info, my CT is exactly 7 days away...1 week nia...and guess wad? I haven been touchin' any books...geez...duno wad to do now...those who noe wad i'll do when i panick...i will jus start prancing ard my room..my hm..but not do anything! haha...yeah...i've been listless man..haha.
tiz sem's work is tough ehz? Physio is lyk bio in sec sch, but i din take it, so i m still blur...cos i din listen to her lects...cant understand her tamil-eng language..haha...Den Organic Bio Chem is lyk interesting to me lor..but its hard...i tot i understood, but now i tink i don't...*disappointin* Cell bio...tot it was my strength too..hah...but NO...its beginnin to NOT BE now too...*annoyed*. Haiz, to comfort my soul n my frenz, its ONLY CT wad rite? Haha...how bad can it be, but to come back to reality...i m a high-achiever...duno..its in my blood...i wanna things to go well when i'm reali gonna put in effort to it.. regardless whether or not its onli a week..i m gonna try...but i certainly hope it will turn out REAL well...
Lotsa pple think tt i m joking when i say i m having prob wif my work...haiz..tot i m a smart alec or sth...its quite irritating sometimes u noe...altho i'd perform miraculously well last sem, tis sem's different! Every sem' s different man, haiz, hate it when pple think i m THAT great...dun u worry, i m not pin pointing anyone from my class or anyone tt i noe...its jus sth tt i felt tt's irritating me when i m reminded of it. Hmm...since i've said tt every sem's diff, i will also pray tt my fellow buddies can score well too...haha...its tough guys, but jia you kkz? We all jia you together! =)
It seems tt a few of my frenz r having personal probz rite now ehz...hmm...frenz...relationships... dun be too pessimistic abt it ok? Chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi...haha..lyk i always say..haha...jus zhen xi..wadeva we yong you...so bu hui hou hui or anything...Can still gen wo su ku...i'll b there for ya! haha...=P
yest went to collect some notes frm katong wif JJ aft. sch...whew tired...haha..den tok tok walk walk...saw fang ting n fren leh jeannie!!! haha..den go Mac wanna study but din reali haf e time cos late le...haha..nvm...next time baz..den reach hm ard 12am..=S
Open hse '05 is over le...crowd wasn't bad...haha...performance was eek...but its over..lalala...haha.. so now my priority is still CT..be4...anything else so i shall be hittin my books soon le...class da jia jia you jia you jia you worz! =)
5:29 PM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Heya pple, i noe i noe...i really noe...after being virtually nagged by everyone cos i haven been updating my blog, i m back...okay? Hahaz...i noe some even considered not visiting my blog le...lolx..cos nothin new to c anyway...haha......aft lyk almost 3 wks of not updating, i shall jus tell ya e more prominent stuffs tt'd happened la..haha
[last last Fri, 7/1/05]: i went to attend a prize-giving session..tot it was a surprise 4 me, cos i tot i scored 1 of e highest la..but end up i topped microbio *grinz* n got e most outstanding award for last sem *sheer luck* Den i tot got $$$ as reward...but end up getting 2 printed papers...i also can go print lor..haiz..nvm...keke...oh n 1 v malu tink happened...i tripped on e way back to my seat aft receiving both certs at different times..e same step e same position same way summore...=S. After tt went to do CIP..den had guitar till late at nite..
[last week]: Had Cell Bio presentation on mon..lolx..was supposed to rep 1 pharmaceutical company n promote our stuff..duno wad e heck i was rambling on..but it went on quite well...lolx..den aft went for SAG for rehearsalz. tue had CB test...DAMN tt test i tell u...i screwed it lor...#%^$&^...i din study for it...den i really cant remb facts..tink i was too tired le..den still nv study..shito...but nvm la..its 1 test..must buck up...Den thur had CATs presentation...e IS module tt we hafta invent a pdt n make it out n "sell" it..haha..pdt din work v well...my grp made a stain remover wipe tt's contain in wet tissue packagin so its handy but we cant realli get e solution rite..haha..but we still manage to pull thru' e ppt n e demo..lolx..tink e stupid t-cher was quite impress..wahaha.
[tis wk]: Attended another award presentation 4 e outstanding award thingy on Mon..was supposed to get a medal tis time *still no $$$...darnz*..my parents came..shito..had to dress formally...wore a violet long sleeved shirt n dress pants...and cot shoes..eek..not me..haha..i went to change cos din wan classmates to c me lyk tt..so formal..so NOT me..lolx...Den yah...i din trip or anything..but my last sem mentor went over to my parents n sat wif them THRU-OUT e tink *me n my parents were allocated diff. seats* den they kept discussing abt me..SICKENING...@!$%#@..no la...not that serious..lolx..but still eeky..haha. Den yest stayed in sch for guitar practice..den aft went to decorate NP strings booth for today's NP Open Hse tink..until 11+ den reach hm.. TODAY, reached sch ard 8am..went to set up booth..den slack till aftnn..den ard 3pm perform for stage play...damn malu but ok la..lolx...tml still hafta perform again...but haha..pple r NOT gonna remb me...they r NOT...cos i m not prominent..jus cow-dung..haha...
oh yah...UPCOMING PERFORMANCES TT I M INVOLVED:
CASSC ANNUAL PERFORMANCE : chinese dance,harmonica,stage play,choir, chinese orchestra these 5 grps performing. at NP tix at $6/= ..18/2(Fri) or 19/2(sat)..contact me if interested..keke..
NP STRINGS VIRTUOSO XII 2005!!! : strings pple (violin,viola,cello,doublebass) and we, guitar pple..will b performing on the 10th of April (Sun) , 7.00pm at VICTORIA CONCERT HALL!!! tix at ONLY $10 (FOR VCH V CHEAP LE!). Den there'll b many great songs tt u all noe n many other lively ones..haha...we guitar freshies alone, will b proud to perform 7 songs for u le! haha..so DO COME !!!!!! Get the tix from ME okok???? Do come if u can okokokokokokoko? hahah..
Anyway, sori again for not updating..but was reali busi, is still v busi n still goin to b v busi for e coming wks so forgive me kkz...lolx..i will try my best to update when i can..hehe...Remb to stay tune & Dun go away...lolx..*hugz everyone* (come for performance!!!!!!!!!) =pPp
7:15 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Heyz...dun realli noe wad i wanna blog, but jus feel lyk bloggin SOMETHING..haha...-_-lll Ok..2day's Jer's b'dae..HappY 18th B'day Jer-monkey ...heheh....hope he lyks e converse backpack we bought..hah..dun care...i alr tell him he has to use it...haha...
Den today had ITA test...some stupid damn computer test tt tested us on excel tiz time round...f*** it lor...haiz..noe how to do also no use sia...dunno why i need to learn tis damn tink...anyway, i input lyk same formulas la..but i tink i added some things wrongly here n dere baz..cos my frenz could get it but i jus cant...dammit...screw up my day jus lyk tt...hopefully still can scrap thru...(but hopes r v v v v slim since i nv even finish e paper)....dammit again...#@%%#&^*
Ok..enuff of scolding..i m better nw...keke...anyway, will b v busy tiz term..haiz..i lyk my ccas n work..but i jus no mood study leh...die liao la...need more conc...feelin today? Lyk a rotten piece of dung...
4:30 PM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
sorri i m back to blog again but i din wanna tire ur eyes out if i type everything in e previous blog..so here's the continuation of the previous...wanna tell ya wad i did on the eve of New Yr...haha
Went to sch to till 12pm, den went to eat...den was supposed to go out wif tiff, mich, jer, kel, SHIYA n JESS [these 2 1st time coming wif us] for e rest of the day..but some miscommunication happened n kel, mich n jer din come..den we gals got so pissed dat we wanna call the whole day off...wad a day to start ritez? But anyway i din bear too..cos jess looked quite disappointed..so we followed some of the usual plans..Went to my hm..played mahjong..den finally aft much persuasion jer came over...den aft shiya n jess went off1st..den tiff, jer n me went to meet tiff's bf den also shiya at esplanade..tot got fireworks..but it rained..so it was called off..oh..n i met my tjc classmates..and my outside pals..
next, we went to haf a drink at marina..till ard 12+..den shiya went hm...den we 4 went to watch KungFu Hustle..the show super duper lame lor..den rite..i fell aslp a few times..onli for a few sec..but still..hah..jer cant stand me..haha..but i quite tired cos previous nite nv slp much..haha..oh n i haf a strange habit..if i can tahan thru lyk ard 11+pm..den ard 2+am rite..i will b awake e whole time alr..so yah...aft the show..we went to walk walk ard..den met up wif tiff frenz at selegie cos they wanna play pool..haha..it was alr ard 3+
Finally got to play ard 4am...den we took 2 tables..tiff n i hog 1..haha...played a few rounds...3times individual wif tiff..den a lyk 2-3 times pair..haha...yeah! I won tiff once n the othe 2 ish not say die badly..cos we were lyk chasing aft the black ball in the end..den she got it in..wahaha...i lyk the atmosphere n the balls there..so nice for place..so smooth for the pool balls..hahaha
Den ard 5+..6 lyk tt we went off..go eat breakfast..den ard 7 lyk tt take bus hm wif jer den he take his tings den went hm le..haha...
Wow..its 1 of the year tt i stayed out the whole nite..haha..nice! haha...tinks were quite sour in the morn but it turned out alrite aft tt...chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi..haha...HAPPY NEW YEAR 2005 everyone again!
PS: try to donate some necessities or $$$ to the victims of tsunami waves ok? I did le...and i hope everyone do sth too kkz? Help them cos they need a better way to start their year...pls! Do some kind deed baz! =)
6:37 PM
Entering a new year..2005...wow...its been such a ride for 2004...reflecting on wad has happened..wow...its realli a rollercoaster rite for me..its been a year of turmultous yet splendid year for me...i haf been smacked hard on my face wif difficulties n failures...but also received many wonderous opportunities as the yr passes by.
Let's recount abit, shall we? 2004... I :
-Bid farewell to TJC...a place where i tot i could call my 2nd hm...but nv did happen...the onli best thing that happened to me there was me meeting my frenz...my pals n all my classmates..they r wonderful. it was a sad moment for me to leave them man.
-"He" was again in n outta my life becos i made a wrong choice...
-Had my 1st depression period. E leaving moment was too sudden n major for me..cant explain y now still..but yeah...depress for a long time..even fell so sick tt i got my sickness now..shit...haha..
-Went for my first real job...at Growing Fun...i still dun lyk sales..but i can say i learnt a fair bit there. Learn hw to see pple, hw to approach pple, hw to speak well, n how to operate lotsa electronic n admin stuff...n learnt tt working is tough work..haha
-Went for my 2nd job [overlap somedays wif my 1st job too]
-SaY Hi to my 3rd sch of e yr [HCJC, TJC, NP]---> From best, better, to worse in rank u tink? Its up to u to decide..haha. Altho' ranking of schs seem to b dropping..but NP was never a sch tt i regret entering. HCJC was definitely a v proud n miraculous journey tho' its onli 3 mths...it was lyk a dream tt i tot wud nv come true...it didn't last, but at least i've had it. TJC was nice but saddening...NP is still good till now..hehe...sch is cool..frenz r nice...ccas r fulfilling...
-getting to know lotsa cool pals!
So u see..all these r the more major events tt happened..many more not added in but its been quite a yr isn't it? 2004, i'll nv 4get...
Nw, 2005, of cos i haf resolutions..but these r onli words...and these resolutions r onli a few more prominent egs...i find it quite cliched to state all..cos i tink resolutions r not things tt we shld really write out cos it comes wif time n conditions..nevertheless..here r a few...haha
-Score real well tiz sem! A's..AD's...bring it on!
-Practise my guitar till i can play even better than be4
-Fulfill every single promises n commitments tt i make for everyone
-Spent more time wif my family
-Slim down a lil' [jus a lil' to make myself happier..=P]
All these seems hard but i tink will a lil' effort+ luck+consistency=goal...saying is easy..haha..but hopefully i can stick to it...! Wad abt u guys? Wad resolutions haf u made? Make sure its obtainable if not its onli any promise to urself left undone..keke...Hope everyone's resolutions come true! *prayz* (,")
5:34 PM
